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انْتَبَهْت بعد دقيقتين تقريباً من التحديق في الفراغ أنني اتخذت عدة سنتيمترات للوراء بعد أن أَنْزَلَتْ علَي الخبر كالصاعقة . أقرب الصديقات لي تخبرني أن تحاليلها التي أُجريت لها بشكل روتيني قبل سفرها للعمل بالخارج أظهرت أنها: "HIV positive"!



أتت لتقص لي ما حدث ظناً منها أنني لن أرفضها و أُشعرها بالوصم كالآخرين . أبواها اعتبراها عاراً و قاما بعزلها عن بقية أخوتها . لجأت لخطيبها الذي كان قد تحدد موعد عقد قرانها عليه بعد أسابيع قليلة يقوما بعدها بالسفر معاً للخارج. حاول لآخر وقت أن يحافظ علي نبله و شهامته معها , و لكنه فشل في أن يخفي توتره . بدأ يقول لها كلام من نوع : " حُطي نفسك مكاني " , و " أنا خايف أظلمك " , و " أنا و أولادنا ممكن تنتقل لنا العدوي " . فضلَت أن تحفظ ماء وجهها و ترحل في هدوء .



اقتربْت و احتضنتها . بصراحة كنت حينها ما زلت متوترة و خائفة لا أدري ماذا علي أن أفعل . أحبها كثيراً و لا أتصور الحياة من دونها . تضاربَت داخلي مشاعر من الشفقة و الواجب نحو صديقتي التي لم يعد لها غيري الآن . و لكن آخر شئ قد تحتاجه هي مني هو إحساس الشفقة . هي لا تحتاج أكثر من ألا أختصر كل تفاصيلها في مجرد وعاء لفيروس نقص المناعة البشري "HIV"!




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